i see my siblings as sunshine during storm. there are qualities in them that make me appreciate my life even more. during childhood, i did not see the five of us as 'close'. the different personalities (yup, every one differs from one another, silly me..hehe) that does not match. as time goes, especially during hard time, we become closer and open up to each other.
i will always remember my elder sister, Amelia as someone who is attractive. during her adolescence, she was my role model, she still is. i loved to get in her room, because i envied her for she gets a room of her own. i remember she drank kuah maggi dlm cawan, and how she used to borak with her friends kat depan umah. i think every one likes her. she has her own way to capture people's heart, especially elderly. mak cik ma loves her, mak teh sblah umah slalu igt die..i think she is the pearl. it never fail to make me smile when i think of her truancy. now i noe the reason for that. sbab die tak siap omwork, and that made her malas nak g skola. now, living away from home, i hope she's doing well kat tganu.. and semoge Allah mudahkan everything for her. her sons are the love of my life. i see her quality in them..mischevious and playful. ikot prangai ibu die la. i used not to like kids. there's this one day when i was sleeping on the couch, (baru balek fr jb, demam).. and at that time, she just gave birth to maman. i cant remember who was it who put him next me. when i woke up and see the baby sleeping peacefully beside me, it melted my heart. i fall in love with babies for the first tym. i plan to go to auckland at first, because i wanna be a secondary school teacher, but i changed my option because of this.and as time goes, and my two nephews are growing up..i wish i could see them now. i wonder what they are doing. i wish them health and happiness along the way. the sketch book i made was completed, but i do not plan to give it to them now. they are still illiterate. i will wait till they are ready, and then i will hand that in. it is in a way to say that i love them, and i think about those two little rascals in every step that i take.
mama loves both of you!
footnote: to other 3, bang met, kakmam and saddam... dont feel bad, i will write about you too. its just not the right time..or else this post will be too long, and people wont read it.
i will always remember my elder sister, Amelia as someone who is attractive. during her adolescence, she was my role model, she still is. i loved to get in her room, because i envied her for she gets a room of her own. i remember she drank kuah maggi dlm cawan, and how she used to borak with her friends kat depan umah. i think every one likes her. she has her own way to capture people's heart, especially elderly. mak cik ma loves her, mak teh sblah umah slalu igt die..i think she is the pearl. it never fail to make me smile when i think of her truancy. now i noe the reason for that. sbab die tak siap omwork, and that made her malas nak g skola. now, living away from home, i hope she's doing well kat tganu.. and semoge Allah mudahkan everything for her. her sons are the love of my life. i see her quality in them..mischevious and playful. ikot prangai ibu die la. i used not to like kids. there's this one day when i was sleeping on the couch, (baru balek fr jb, demam).. and at that time, she just gave birth to maman. i cant remember who was it who put him next me. when i woke up and see the baby sleeping peacefully beside me, it melted my heart. i fall in love with babies for the first tym. i plan to go to auckland at first, because i wanna be a secondary school teacher, but i changed my option because of this.and as time goes, and my two nephews are growing up..i wish i could see them now. i wonder what they are doing. i wish them health and happiness along the way. the sketch book i made was completed, but i do not plan to give it to them now. they are still illiterate. i will wait till they are ready, and then i will hand that in. it is in a way to say that i love them, and i think about those two little rascals in every step that i take.
mama loves both of you!
footnote: to other 3, bang met, kakmam and saddam... dont feel bad, i will write about you too. its just not the right time..or else this post will be too long, and people wont read it.
2 comments:
when i read it.. i feel the same way like u do about kmelia.she's seem to have everyting in life.yet, life is full of challenge..cabaran dia yang terbesar cuma rumahtangga.. itu ja.
she is trying very hard to manage it...but not succesful yet. lets pray for her so that she can gain the strenght to keep moving on.
saja nk tinggai komen..nnt hg dok kata aku x komen kt blog hg plak ;)
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