sejak kebelakangan ini, hati sarat menanggung rindu. 12 Mac 2009, tarikh penting utk si kecik saddam yg nk dapat result besok. I dont wanna be puitis or whatsoever tonight...This is how i speak to him. This is for Saddam.
Assalamualaikum,
Dear Saddam,
So, mak bgtau aku besok ank dapat result. amacam...chuak? i actually forgot about it, tp td ttba teringat tarikh besok. Sebab ank tukaq no fon...and i havent had the chance to ask kakmam for your new number(...and yes, new fon! ) so i am writing this khas untuk adik aku yg tak kecik mana. well, aku ada satu adik ja pn kan. First and foremost, bagusla bg fon jatuh gaung, dapat fon baru. syok la kan? bagus2...tapi persoalannya, apsal tak bagi aku fon no baru? owho...nk lari dari leteran aku ya! ceh...dont worry, ill find my way to get to you.
know what saddam, tonight my heart reaches out for you. lately aku sangat malas nk buat kerja. sangat2 malas. tapi malam neh, thinking of you, teringat masa ank dpt result pmr dlu. mcmana ank berlakon depan arwah abah. mmg jadi. satu family pn cam tak percaya kan. hehe. bukan la apa...abes ank kan manja. even smpy now, dah la ank dok umah, duet berkepuk2...konon dah boleh drive..but we still see you as our adik kecik. sebab kalau boleh, aku taknak adik aku yg neh membesar. Ok fine. panjang sgt mukadimahnya.
Honestly, straight from the heart, i care for you. its just that i dont show it. That is why i ask kakmam to give you duet, so you can experience life after SPM the way you want it to. Buat dear Saddam, please bear in mind, the freedom that our family give you doesnt mean you can do everything sewenang2nya..okeh? Ada yg baek, ada yg buruk, and I think you know family kita tak strict. Sbab family believe that you distinguish between the good and the bad, sbab tu la you get the freedom.Yes, you may choose the path that you want to follow, kan? Kakak2 suma depend on you now. That is why you get your driving licence dulu dari kakmam and aku, sebab ktrg suma harapkan ank to take care of us. Big responsibility there dear. wahai budak kecik, even aku mcm kakak yg tak best, yg asek nk check your whereabouts after 12pm..(haah.ank mcm cinderella, aku kakak tiri), i hope you know...that whatever happens, i am here for you. Bukan bermaksud nk nag you spy balek umah tepat pukul 12, tapi hope si saddam yg ktrg suma syg neh paham, dalam umah tu ramai perempuan. Bahaya kan biaq kakak2 and mak dlm umah mcm tuh. Bukan bermaksud nk pk yg buruk..just being cautious. Check gate, check sliding door sume dah lock ke belom. Check tingkap2...kire kuceng aku cukup tak dlm umah. Make sure ibu kuceng tuh ada ngan anak2 dia. Tolong sama check suma keta2..tingkap tutup full ke tak. Pendek kata, keselamatan family is part of your responsibility now. If you need someone to talk to, just about anything, come and find me. I know you tell me bout your girlfriends la ape lah..and family tak object pn nk ade girlfriend kan. Tapi..ha, ade tapinyer lagi neh. Tapi, kene tawu la kan kita kat mana. Study semua jgn smpy lingkup ye... Send me sms, and ill call straightaway if possible. Just dont put these words " Dilah, call umah jap. Urgent". These make my heart stop. As years gone by, you grew up before my eyes (wah..ayat seorang ibulah!) Now the time has come for you to sail away from home but i love you the same anyway. Sorry that you dont get to share tomorrow with arwah abah, but thats ok kan. He is in our hearts. Kalau rindu2 arwah abah tuh, jgn lupa hadiahkan al-fatihah tau. Sometimes life seems hard for me here, aku bukan kuat mana pn. Konon nampak tough, tapi hati sangat lembut tau! hahahaha. Gelakkan la...gelak. Tapi apa yg penting, semayang jangan tinggal, buat apa pn, ingat Allah. I hope to include you picture here, tapi picture tuh masa kat airport dlu. Gambaq arwah abah ada, so aku belom kuat nk tgk gambaq2 tuh balek. Nnt la dah kuat sket, aku crop. hehe.
Hows kawan2 yg slalu lepak umah? still melepak kat bawah pokok janggus? owh, lupa...langkah dah makin panjang. Skarang lepak minum teh kat embun plak ea? lepak la smpy lebam. Jgn merepek yg bukan2 sudah. Oklah saddam. rindulah. nk buat esaimen plak. owang dah jalan laju, aku br nk start. Aku doakan ank dpt yg terbaik. Dapat result nnt ziarah la kubur arwah abah.
Take care saddam busyuk. Assalamualaikum. I love you.
Dilah
Assalamualaikum,
Dear Saddam,
So, mak bgtau aku besok ank dapat result. amacam...chuak? i actually forgot about it, tp td ttba teringat tarikh besok. Sebab ank tukaq no fon...and i havent had the chance to ask kakmam for your new number(...and yes, new fon! ) so i am writing this khas untuk adik aku yg tak kecik mana. well, aku ada satu adik ja pn kan. First and foremost, bagusla bg fon jatuh gaung, dapat fon baru. syok la kan? bagus2...tapi persoalannya, apsal tak bagi aku fon no baru? owho...nk lari dari leteran aku ya! ceh...dont worry, ill find my way to get to you.
know what saddam, tonight my heart reaches out for you. lately aku sangat malas nk buat kerja. sangat2 malas. tapi malam neh, thinking of you, teringat masa ank dpt result pmr dlu. mcmana ank berlakon depan arwah abah. mmg jadi. satu family pn cam tak percaya kan. hehe. bukan la apa...abes ank kan manja. even smpy now, dah la ank dok umah, duet berkepuk2...konon dah boleh drive..but we still see you as our adik kecik. sebab kalau boleh, aku taknak adik aku yg neh membesar. Ok fine. panjang sgt mukadimahnya.
Honestly, straight from the heart, i care for you. its just that i dont show it. That is why i ask kakmam to give you duet, so you can experience life after SPM the way you want it to. Buat dear Saddam, please bear in mind, the freedom that our family give you doesnt mean you can do everything sewenang2nya..okeh? Ada yg baek, ada yg buruk, and I think you know family kita tak strict. Sbab family believe that you distinguish between the good and the bad, sbab tu la you get the freedom.Yes, you may choose the path that you want to follow, kan? Kakak2 suma depend on you now. That is why you get your driving licence dulu dari kakmam and aku, sebab ktrg suma harapkan ank to take care of us. Big responsibility there dear. wahai budak kecik, even aku mcm kakak yg tak best, yg asek nk check your whereabouts after 12pm..(haah.ank mcm cinderella, aku kakak tiri), i hope you know...that whatever happens, i am here for you. Bukan bermaksud nk nag you spy balek umah tepat pukul 12, tapi hope si saddam yg ktrg suma syg neh paham, dalam umah tu ramai perempuan. Bahaya kan biaq kakak2 and mak dlm umah mcm tuh. Bukan bermaksud nk pk yg buruk..just being cautious. Check gate, check sliding door sume dah lock ke belom. Check tingkap2...kire kuceng aku cukup tak dlm umah. Make sure ibu kuceng tuh ada ngan anak2 dia. Tolong sama check suma keta2..tingkap tutup full ke tak. Pendek kata, keselamatan family is part of your responsibility now. If you need someone to talk to, just about anything, come and find me. I know you tell me bout your girlfriends la ape lah..and family tak object pn nk ade girlfriend kan. Tapi..ha, ade tapinyer lagi neh. Tapi, kene tawu la kan kita kat mana. Study semua jgn smpy lingkup ye... Send me sms, and ill call straightaway if possible. Just dont put these words " Dilah, call umah jap. Urgent". These make my heart stop. As years gone by, you grew up before my eyes (wah..ayat seorang ibulah!) Now the time has come for you to sail away from home but i love you the same anyway. Sorry that you dont get to share tomorrow with arwah abah, but thats ok kan. He is in our hearts. Kalau rindu2 arwah abah tuh, jgn lupa hadiahkan al-fatihah tau. Sometimes life seems hard for me here, aku bukan kuat mana pn. Konon nampak tough, tapi hati sangat lembut tau! hahahaha. Gelakkan la...gelak. Tapi apa yg penting, semayang jangan tinggal, buat apa pn, ingat Allah. I hope to include you picture here, tapi picture tuh masa kat airport dlu. Gambaq arwah abah ada, so aku belom kuat nk tgk gambaq2 tuh balek. Nnt la dah kuat sket, aku crop. hehe.
Hows kawan2 yg slalu lepak umah? still melepak kat bawah pokok janggus? owh, lupa...langkah dah makin panjang. Skarang lepak minum teh kat embun plak ea? lepak la smpy lebam. Jgn merepek yg bukan2 sudah. Oklah saddam. rindulah. nk buat esaimen plak. owang dah jalan laju, aku br nk start. Aku doakan ank dpt yg terbaik. Dapat result nnt ziarah la kubur arwah abah.
Take care saddam busyuk. Assalamualaikum. I love you.
Dilah
1 comments:
haa ni kak mira nak pesan lak..
kalo buat barbecue tu bagus lah buat sebelah umah tp time kak dilah nyanyi dlm bilik ayaq tu jgn la dok gelak pulak..
hahaha
anyway,saddam congrats for ur result:D
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