i cant sit still, i am always moving around. i am having a hard time to focus, especially in class. even if it is only a one-hour class..i find it difficult to sit for such a long time. every now and then i need to off-task. ill go to toilet, i flip open my phone and check the contacts for no reason.
almost two years here, ive learnt one thing - nothing comes for free. You want a job, seek. You want new friends, go out and mingle. From a view...Islam is not a miraculous religion. If you dont work for it, you get nothing. Sedangkan nk pahala pn kena usaha, even the effort does not show (like pray for your friends).
this is not random. i am writing this for i have an exam tomorrow. this is the first time in life that i study. i never really study before. not for pmr, not for spm. i wonder if i did study for those exams...i might be on the path to be a verterinar. Owh...how wonderful. But this is the path laid down for me. The path for me to venture till the time comes for me to leave. With that, i hope to purify myself along the way, so ill be granted Jannah.
jalan menuju syurga itu bukanlah jalan yang indah, kerana nikmat di syurga terlalu mengasyikkan. tentunya mahar untuk ke sana bukan sebarang mahar, mahar yang menuntut manusia berperang dengan diri sendiri. Allah, kdgkala terlalu sukar untuk mengawal diri...tapi aku yakin janji Allah itu pasti.
All the best kawan2!
psst: glad that mak's home now. Not gonna disturb her for the moment, let her rest. she's not very well. (pesanan untuk kakmam)
almost two years here, ive learnt one thing - nothing comes for free. You want a job, seek. You want new friends, go out and mingle. From a view...Islam is not a miraculous religion. If you dont work for it, you get nothing. Sedangkan nk pahala pn kena usaha, even the effort does not show (like pray for your friends).
this is not random. i am writing this for i have an exam tomorrow. this is the first time in life that i study. i never really study before. not for pmr, not for spm. i wonder if i did study for those exams...i might be on the path to be a verterinar. Owh...how wonderful. But this is the path laid down for me. The path for me to venture till the time comes for me to leave. With that, i hope to purify myself along the way, so ill be granted Jannah.
jalan menuju syurga itu bukanlah jalan yang indah, kerana nikmat di syurga terlalu mengasyikkan. tentunya mahar untuk ke sana bukan sebarang mahar, mahar yang menuntut manusia berperang dengan diri sendiri. Allah, kdgkala terlalu sukar untuk mengawal diri...tapi aku yakin janji Allah itu pasti.
All the best kawan2!
psst: glad that mak's home now. Not gonna disturb her for the moment, let her rest. she's not very well. (pesanan untuk kakmam)
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