Thursday, 19 June 2008

tenanglah hati...

T: ouch, that hurts!
A: whats up?
T: nah, i was just wondering, why do i experienced love..but i cant have it. its like He let me see the beauty of it, but i cant touch it..
A:are you in love?
T: i was, to be definite.
A: do you regret it?
T: i do sometimes. i was head over heels about this person, few years ago. and i found it hard to get out of that person's shadow. i didnt see a way out.
A: is that your first love?
T: i dont know how to describe it. maybe yes. i guess i am lucky to have very supporting friends to help me get thru that. i was in denial. i cant accpet the fact. then, i met this person, more than a year ago. i love him, i truly love him. but i cant be with him. the last thing i wanna do is to hurt other's feeling. the question is, why do i get the chance to get to know him, quite well i would say, but He take him far from me.
A: i understand how you feels (i am you, remember?). yes, it hurts dear. well, i hope you notice that everytime He breaks your heart, you will feel His love. everytime youre sad, it is Him that you finally turn to. He let you taste love, and take it away from you, to bring you closer to Him.
T: but it's painful!!
A: its not that He doesnt know how heartbroken you are, He make you go through this because He knows you are able to survive it.
T: ='(
A: put a smile on your face, my love. He doesnt promise sunshine everyday. however, you will see rainbow after rain, aite?
T: thanks.

T walks away, thinking about Love. She will not give up, but it is His love that she is after. amin.

3 comments:

minimainimira said...

marilah kita sama2 menenangkan hati..

Anonymous said...

bes.i feel da same too. =) don wori u'll be ok. learn from experiences ok?

nisa aslan said...

ak ske bc ur blog.wt ak tnang ati.huhh.n makes me wonder acely there're lOts of lOve arOund us.n One of that's i fOund yOu~