is everything alright?

is everything alright?
coz i cant sleep at night,
though i hold on my pillow tight,
but the tired eyes and the disturbed mind continue to fight.

is everything fine?
coz i cant stop the way my mind,
cant seem to stop to whine,
and the heart's starting to have layers of grime
of worrying thoughts, oh...it doesnt rhyme.

but i cant reach for the answers
nor can i ask porters "have you seen those cute monsters?"
for their answers did not promise me glitters,
i am afraid it will make my heart shatters.

dah penat pk. smoga sentiasa dalam lindunganNya. ill stop.